7th day... and i began to wonder

haiz today didnt really talk much to HER although i send HER home. this morning SHE went to the university to look for her fyp prof.... turns out that the prof is my IA prof.. what a coincidence. I wish her good luck in the morning... added many lines... but only got a 1 word reply... "Thanks".... haiz turn off man... didnt msg her the whole day.
when returning home... i dropped C at sk. then i was alone with her le. we began to talk a little abt work then change into the topic where she told me her boss and ST's boss wanna bring them to buffet next thurs. she was scared as she doesnt speak with her boss. haha.. she always stress that " BUT I AM A GER!" haha.... then i told her i am quite okay with the engineers in my group maybe because all of us are guys.
she then told me that she maybe wanna go TCC at airport tomorrow as her daddy is coming back from working trip.. haha i suddenly rem FY ask me to ask her what's nice at TCC. she told me she like the "PERFECT MATCH!". i told her abt my "experience" at TCC.... the minty mocha... blah blah blah.... haha sometimes i wonder if she's listening to what i am saying.... she looks like in a world of her own....... hopefully she's not angry that i commented on her TCC bah haha....
we saw a audi suv on the road... she suddenly told me that she would want to buy a SUV as her family car in future as SUV.. to quote her "make a perfect family car"... haha really rich ger ger.
she suddenly ask me abt her perfume.... she say that maybe her perfume with the moisturiser make the scent stronger... even her "tall" engineer can smell.... and she told me that she's quite "close" to her "tall" engineer now wah kaoz... then is she close to me??? haiz.....

haiz... sometimes i wonder what am i goin to do?? send her home?? pick her from KT? but all these opportunities are going to end soon.. what am i going to do?? she already ask me out for dinner but i was reluctant... what am i waiting for? the fear of rejection? maybe lor but what can i do?? how should i hint her?? i really hate this man.